Toby Tuner is hilarious. I did things today. I did laundry and forgot to put my detergent in it so then I proceeded to do laundry again 0_o then I went and got food. I love cheese curds…mmm cheese curds. Then I made flashcards listening to TobyGames haha TobyGames. I sleepy. I lit a candle earlier and it smelt like embalming fluid so I blew it out. My apartment be smellin’ like a morgue. Neighbors don’t like that shit. Neighbors don’t like when apartment smells like a morgue. Sheeeeeeeeittttt. Bitch. I’m designing a phone case. My creativity is over flowing though and now I can’t decide which one I want. Stupid creativity. Just kidding I love you creativity, I never meant to hurt your feelings, shhh, go to sleep. go to sleep…just sleep…shh. Anyways. I crave cheese a lot. I had scrambled eggs this morning and they were effing delicious and scrambled just the way I like ‘em. This is a short JTWT oh well. It is what it is. Peace off!

Holy balls I’m tired and have a headache. Saw him today and discussed. He confuses me, he is a contradiction. He is arrogant. He cannot tell me how I feel. My head hurts. My heart hurts because I yearn for something that I have to wait for until the future comes along. I feel light headed. I feel like I haven’t breathed in ages. I need an escape. Monotony is in everything I do and feel. I need to escape. I need to be free. I need to be immersed in people I don’t know. I need to be in a place I’ve never been. I need to be afraid yet exhilarated at the same time. I need music pumping through my body to keep me walking. I need inspiration. I need time. I need answers. I need comfort. I need. I need. need. need. I am selfish, I am stubborn, I am imperfect, and for this I suffer. I need. I want. I desire. I want to be important to someone. I want someone to care for me. I want to be someone’s little girl. I want someone to be proud of me. I want someone to protect me and love me. It’s a lot to ask. I refuse to settle. I cannot compromise on what it is I desire. I am alone. My head spins. I hate this town. I am stuck in a box with no escape. I’m tired. My head is spinning. They are trying to help but make it worse. I need my alpha, beta, gamma, theta waves. I need entertainment. I need to feel alive and thrive. I need to not feel so dead inside. 

Dude my fucking legs are so sore today, I did a million squats yesterday, okay maybe not a million but it was close. I was being just a fucking dumb ass I was like hey look at me its so easy to do squats, jelly? Now my quads feel like a fucking rabbit gnawing on a carrot where my leg is the carrot and the rabbit is lactic acid. Oh yeah. Fuck. You like that science majors? I used to be one of you. Then chemistry fucking fucked up my game. Fucking chem. I hate you chemistry. I used to love you in high school, I was even in your honors class, I don’t know what happened to us, you left me and I was never the same because of it. Hey speaking of you left me and I’m never the same. Supposed to meet up with that faced guy and guess who fell through -_- meh I have an online test blahhhh you could have told me so I wasn’t fucking anxious all day long thinking about how it’s gonna go! I guess I’ll have to wait and see if it happens tomorrow. Dude I made so many awesome adventure plans with my friend Andrew today. We are going to open up our own church and celebrate prostate and mustache awareness and have milk chugging contests. We are also gonna make church stats that have like conversions. Haha get it? GET IT?! DO YOU?! fuck. I’m kinda tired for once in my life how odd as balls is that? LOLZZ I WANT TOBY TURNER yum that man is dead sexy and I think he has a dirty dirty side. I’m a sucker for those brunette boys. It’s weird that the guy I love is blonde. Whatever. It’s fine. I guess. 0_o I have a bio-psych quiz tomorrow awwww schnazzzz all about MRI, PET, EEG, fMRI, and all that good shit for testing shit and stuff. 0_o Not too worried. But kind of. Meh. Hey follow me on twitter my username is JUICEAKA snap. clap. get to it. Peace.